GRUMPY....

yah yah... penyakit lebay gue kumat lagi deh kayaknya... hahaha... i think my blog full of anger and sadness and... too much-ness (maksa, ya?? hahaha)

ok, first... i stress because of national examination that will be HELD at 22 March 2010... and it means that... at MONDAY... and... 4 days from now!!!
oh my oh my oh my... i really not ready for this... (pengin pintar?? makanya belajaaarrrr... hahaha)
oh... altough i'm in 4th rank in my class... (alhamdulillah i'm not be so stupid since grade 11...) i really2... emm... what i must said ya... mm... really2 panic to face it... how if i'm failed?? (OMG... jangan sampe... naudzubillahimindzalik..) how if i got a bad score?? OMG... a big nono... (ok, i'll study after i posted this blog... hahaha)

second... i face many problem that make me HUFT till know. still my BESTFRIEND, irene rosa... and her BESTFRIEND... jessica..
oh my... can you be serious??? i mean... what do they mean sih to do this before national examination???
oke, i'm too much to think about it. calm, hana... calm hana... because it isn't important to think about...
but... i miss my besti, irene rosa... honestly...
she's one of my greatest besti. but, my ex bestfriend said,"oh, c'mon han... u must know wich one your bestie or not. look at me. i'm ur ex, but i NEVER did it to you... do you mind that a bestfriend like that?? i think no, dear... think twice..."
ugh, i dislike this comment but i have to listen it. for my self. ugh.. i really won't have an ex besti again... i prefer have an ex bf again... (hoho... tp jgn sampe ah... kemaren sudah cukup sangat menyakitkan... u got this honor, TUGTURUTUG my ex...)
ok, i'll wait till national examination finished. if irene rose in my besti, i'm sure that we'll forgive each other... but now... THINK ABOUT NATIONAL EXAMINATION FIRST... yang laen ga pentiiiing..

oke, and last... still about jelek...
oh, he's make a deep scar in my heart. i know that he did't did everything. but... that silent and quite that make me hurt... oh my... T.T how can i love you, jelek, if u just make me hurt???
i love him, he loves me not. oke, i know it's the right that all of people have. but it's my right too to be upset.

hoho... lebay lebay lebay... NATIONAL EXAMINATION FIRSTTTTTT...
fighting2... :)